Self Customization

--artwork by kurogane-- Brad couldn’t wait.  He had slammed the front door returning home in a sprint.  The latest FullDive virtual reality helmet had been released today and he was one of the first ones in line for it (he had camped out all week).  Brad was obsessed with virtual reality games and this new one was supposed to be the most realistic yet.  He quickly made it to his room, kicking his shoes off while fumbling down the hallway in excitement.  He locked the door so that if his parents came home he’d be undisturbed, unboxed the head gear and plopped on the bed ready for the promise of even greater escapism.  Brad couldn’t wait to escape from his humdrum life once more.

Brad was an overweight (he had a sizeable gut) young man with mocha colored skin, thick arms and legs (more fat than muscle), a full beard and a scraggily black short cut afro and wore a dirty, plain black short sleeve shirt and khaki pants.  He was quite hairy all over to be honest, never really shaving or bathing much.  He was far too addicted to virtual reality games to care about such things; a hardcore gaming addict through and through.  The virtual world was his world, the world he truly wanted to live in.  These games were his own way of living a more exciting life, being someone he could never be.  Brad set up the head gear, fit it on his head and laid down on the bed, ready to escape to the world he adored.  But first he had to create a character for himself.

The grey headgear with a red tinted transparent visor was strapped firmly on Brad’s head (green and blue lights flickering on the device) as he booted up the character customization screen.  Without hesitation Brad selected the female option as he always did in MMOs.  Brad largely preferred to have a attractive female form than an idolized version of himself reminding him of what he felt he’d never achieve.  Brad thought, “Might as well give others, and myself, something good to look at, heh.”  He designed a vibrant looking female character of the Fairy race.  She had fare white skin, with very well defined curves to her body; A voluptuous ass and breasts that protruded greatly out from her body.   Her arms and legs were quite thin, but provided delicacy to her form and brought a nice balance to her other assets.  Pointed elf ears stuck far out from her head traveling at angle slightly toward the back of her head.  She had emerald green eyes and long silky blonde hair that was wrapped in a ponytail by a petal shaped decorative scrunchy (it was cream colored with lush green lines bordering near the edges of it) and fell down braided on each side of her face down to her shoulders.  She wore a white lacy choker around her neck and a green prairie looking dress (that still looked functional for battle) that showed off most of her backside; a few white frills poking out onto her back from underneath the green attire.  The dress had puffed up sleeves around the shoulders with white bridal gauntlets (with petal shaped splashes over the hands) adorning the arms, with gold bracelets to boot, and had a white bra fitting that lifted her breasts well and showed them off fashionably.  The green dress had a set of white lines running along the sides of the upper arms as well as a white border along the lower part of the dress which swung hypnotically around the backside of her legs and hips (it opened up with a slit on the front, showing off the legs).  The white under part of the dress had leggings that fit tightly around her lower section, giving a commendable view at all the wonders held beneath.  Her firm ass squeezed tight against the white leggings as did a prominent camel toe.  A brown corset wrapped around her waist as did a brown leg strap around the thighs of each upper leg.  Just below the leg straps the leggings cut off in a bumpy bridal fashion, leaving a small gap of skin visible before lengthy white knee highs continued down to the feet (designed in similar fashion to the leggings above them).  Finally were the boots around her legs, which were bulky looking for a lady, but fit her design all the same.  They were your typical brown combat boots, but with white lips on the tops of them, as well as white bottoms.  She was truly a sight to behold and Brad named her, Leafa.

“Now that is a fine looking Fairy.” Brad thought as he smirked.  “Time to dive in!” he declared and selected the launch option on the headgear’s virtual HUD.  Brad’s thoughts went silent as his mind synchronized with the headgear.  His body went limp as he neural linked with the virtual world.  Eyes closed, Brad slowly trailed into a trance, his eyes going through REM.  Suddenly all the lights on the headgear began flashing yellow, not the usual color emitted by the device.  Gleeful thoughts started coursing through Brad’s mind, thoughts of flying high in the sky as Leafa with her translucent fairy wings sailing against the wind.  He knew he wasn’t actually in the game world yet, but Brad felt like he was on the cusp, that it was just out of reach;  he could imagine the sight and feeling of flying with perfect clarity.  Suddenly something felt wrong…  Then a flurry of rainbow colored lights began encircling Brad’s body, hovering about a foot above his body and circling around his whole circumference, a few lights circling the opposite direction from each other.  The lights spawned a colorful funnel around Brad’s body as he started to twitch and shift on the bed while his minds connection to his own body’s movements found itself in a very immobile state. 

Brad felt warmth starting to fill his body.  A comforting while at the same time unsettling one as it felt very foreign to him.  Brad’s mouth trembled a bit until finally breaking open in a quietly gasping fashion.  He began letting out mutters and huffs as his body started instinctively reacting to the heat that was now racking its body.  Brad still not being able to move on his own accord had his eyes shut, the images of flight growing more intense as streams of clouds started blasting by, his speed through the air picking up further in his vision.  He could actually feel the wind nicking his body which was gradually replaced by a completely different sensation now affecting Brad’s body in the real world.

The rainbow lights occasionally fired little shocks of electricity down onto Brad’s tremoring body. Each time one struck him it forced a moan from his lips as well as a jolt through his body, bucking him up off the bed each instance.  Each shock sent a ripple effect of euphoria outward from the strike zone, traveling across Brad’s whole body.  Brad’s fingers started twitching as the rippling grew more intense and the shocks more frequent.  An alien energy was entering Brad’s body as the static feeling began settling itself permanently inside him.  At this point the bolts of energy where now irrevocably connected to brad’s body as a constant stream of jagged, ever shifting energy beams attached to the rainbow lights hovering around him.  They moved like tornados across the surface of his body, massaging him in a way he couldn’t comprehend.  The clouds in Brad’s vision gave way to a dark cloudless night, stars blowing up brightly in the sky (almost blinding him) as Brad felt a strange sensation welcoming him towards one of the stars.  He began to mentally soar towards the bright light enticed by these feelings.  Brad’s cheeks in the real world gave off a blush and his dick stiffened. With the energy beams still pelting his body an arousal arose in him. 

His bones began to quake, a powerful force rattling them to the core.  It felt as if his bones were shrinking along with his entire frame.  His fingers snapped about as they whittled down to a very thin and delicate size and his arms pressed hard against the bed as Brad’s elbows snapped and his arms drove upwards into his shoulders as they shrunk.  Brad’s shoulders then pushed inward a bit while keeping their broad looking frame (just more feminine now). Knees snapping, Brad’s legs forced themselves up much like his arms as he felt the bones under his pelvis popping up in a new arrangement as they too shrunk.  His feet diminished in size as well while still retaining their chubby mass.  Pain from the change was firing signals into Brad’s mind which translated to his vision of flight as a red fire bursting forth from the star he was heading towards.  A great force began pushing his shoulder blades forward while his ribcage down and in.  The bones in Brad’s waist collapsed a small degree as his ribcage rearranged itself and his back pushed forward creating a slight curvature to his form.  “Agh, auuuh!” Brad’s mouth let out, he could still feel everything racking his body despite his dream like state.  He still looked like a plump man, just shorter (by about a foot maybe) with more slender bones hidden beneath; his clothes more loose fitting on his body.  Brad’s cheek bones pushed up marginally.  “Huh, heh, aah!” Brad cried out a he felt the bones in his face shift and feminizing his looks even more.  His jaw then sharpened a bit as its width shrunk painfully.  Brad’s facial hair gradually fell off his face until nothing remained but a smooth skinned effeminate surface.  The burning light shooting from the star in Brad’s vision began hitting him directly, correlating with the heat in his body beginning to rise.  Brad was finally able to force out words, “Wha-Agh.  Whats happening, t-to me?  Haaah!”

Eyes still closed but now very aware of the changes racking his body, Brad tried forcing himself to move on his own accord, but to no avail.  The beams of light pelting his body began to feel as if they were tugging at his muscles.  Brad felt a major heave hitting him in his gut.  He felt the muscles being pulled in his appendages as fat gradually deteriorated from them.  His thick arms and legs were slimming out, muscles turning lean as they lost mass; the fibers in his limbs prickling with a strange sensation.  Brad’s legs shuffled about, legs occasionally bending up off the bed as he wrestled about in a growing pleasure.  “Waah, uuuhhh, uuuuuhhh…..wha-huh ha warm…so warm…” Brad said as the fire in his vision now changed back to a blinding light casting from the star.  His limbs had thinned out greatly at this point, looking dainty and odd compared to the bulbous appearance of the rest of his body.  That was about to change however…

Brad’s body was sweating considerably as the changes picked up and the pulling at his core intensified.  “AHHH! What is this? Mmmmm.  Mmaahh!”  Brad said.  “Egh, uuuh aahhaaah…” it felt as if the bulk in his gut and lower back were being pulled elsewhere.  His body squirmed, eyeballs sifting around wildly as the rainbow colored lights that surrounded him collected into one singular beam circling him at his core (The bolts of energy pelting his body also receding).  Brad was completely engulfed by the stars’ light in his vision as he felt a concentrated energy at his stomach.  “Auh, no! nooo…hah hah, somethings…wrong!”  Brad cried out.  The concentrated rim of energy around Brad then separated once more with one ring traveling up his body from his stomach, while the other down his body.  The pulling sensation against his insides hit a peak.  “Huh, haaaa, ohhhh!” Brad screamed out as the feeling was indescribable.  Brad’s stomach and muscle in his lower back began pulsating, each pulsation seemingly sinking his mass inwards (his stomach looked like dough being pounded down with each beat of the change).  Brad’s stiff member launched a rope of cum out again and again along with each pound to his gut.  His whole body was vibrating in ecstasy, drool starting to trickle from brads mouth as moans and grunts escaped it.  “Fuck! Aaah, aaahhh!” Brad let out.  “What the fuck is, uuuuhaaaah-h-happening to meeee!!”  The circling beams slowly creeped in their designated directions on Brad’s body bringing changes sweeping across his frame as they did so.  His gut and lower back where almost completely trimmed down of the excess fat, they looked thin and healthy.  Suddenly an enormous crack let loose as Brad’s waist crunched in forcing his insides to shift with it and his back to push up with his body.  “Hyaaa, AGGH!!”  Brad screamed; a womanly curvature now presented at his core.  The muscles shifted around a bit in a slow rolling manner as they brought some slight definition to Brad’s new midriff.  “Oh gawd, huuuhh….”  Brad moaned out, the changes bringing fear and pleasantries to his mind.  Brad’s vision suddenly returned back to the cloud filled blue sky he was soaring through before, calming him for what was to happen next.  

The girth that had been pulled from Brad’s midsection had actually, for the most part, simply traveled upwards and downwards on his body with the traveling lights strewing them.  His mass was being redistributed.  A large lump of fat was rolling its way up towards Brad’s chest.  His lower mass, once reaching his stiffened dick (raising his member up as it traveled beneath it) broke off in several directions.  Part of the mass slithered its way toward his butt cheeks, the other continuing down to his upper legs.  Some of it settled at his hips as Brad’s pelvis snapped and cracked in both directions at once, widening his hips.  “Gyaah, shiiiit, haaah! Hoh, ooh, ohh…”  Brad said as the feeling subsided quickly and was replaced with the feelings of fat building itself at his sides giving shape to his new hips.  The mass that traveled to his legs began bloating out his upper thighs, not excessively though.  His lower body had a slim, but curvy, look to it now.  Brad’s pants began to fit lightly to his frame once again as the mound in his bottom was the next to attack.  The underwear Brad was wearing was starting to tug tight at his new body as his ass expanded.  “Huh, ooooh, gawd, yes….” Brad moaned out, loving the sensation of muscles in his ass tightening and lifting up and new fat building upon it.  It was around half a size bigger than its previous form now firm, toned, and a bit plumper, befitting of his new changing body.  Brad’s dick was tugging downwards, gliding tight against his underwear as his ass filled his clothing out.  “Huh, please, I can’t take it…” Brad plead, wanting release for his hardened rod, still unable to awaken his own body and grab hold of it.

Brad’s dick was trickling pre-cum as it began to shrink, the circling light passing slowly over it.  Back at his chest, the mass of fat was centering itself on brad’s pecs.   “Huh, whats happening!? Brad said in an agitated state of confusing bliss.  The clouds in his vision were picking up speed again as he started flying faster and faster, as if he were racing towards something.    He didn’t know what; he just wanted to reach it for whatever reason.  “I-I ah, I’m almost there, gah!” Brad’s body began making a well defined arch as his pecs welcomed the fat onto them, flexing over and over as the fat melded itself onto them.  He felt a great heat rise in them as milk began filling heavier in them.  Brad’s balls popped into his body and his dick shrunk smaller and smaller between his legs.  New breasts were forming from the fat and milk now filling Brad’s chest.  His black shirt was rising with the growing mounds, which were looking quite large in contrast to brad’s now slim body.  The glowing light hovered just above Brad’s nipples at this point; they then perked up and his areolas widened in size.  “Wuaaah… yess, yes!”  Brad said, drowning in the changes.  “Ha, more, yes, mooore!” His words growing louder with each utterance as if something big were rising within him.  Brad’s dick was then drawn into his body as a giant slit emerged and gradually opened between his legs, liquids dripping forth from the new opening.  At this same moment an explosive shift to Brad’s insides hit as a womb formed itself within him.  “GAAAHHH!  Ooooohh fuck!  Haaaahh aaaahh!  Wuaah…oooohhh…”  Brad couldn’t stop yelling.  Fiery bursts of energy pelted HER causing quakes to rack her new pussy and cum to splash out onto her legs.  Brad’s breasts vibrated violently as they bloated out considerably all at once, creases forming in her formerly loose fitting shirt as her melons filled them out.  Drool went flying from Brad’s mouth as she bucked upwards in response to the two changes her body experienced in unison.    “Fuuuck, so big, so good, ah! Moooooore!”  Brad’s still mannish voice delivered, seeming strange coming out of this beautiful body. 

Her eyeballs moving rapidly under closed lids, Brad was solely focused on the pleasure she was feeling as she reached a destination within her vision.  It was her character Leafa, whom she was now sure she was becoming, hovering in the sky before her.  Leafa approached Brad and said, “You can’t hide it, I am your escape from the world.  You created me, you want to be me, right?”  Brad simply nodded and said, “Yes.  Yes I want what you have; I want to live here in this world as you!”  A victorious smile creeped across Leafa’s face as she said, “Good.  Though I don’t think you fully understand.”  Back in reality the beams of light encircling Brad’s body burst out into a full cylinder once more as inside the vision Leafa hugged Brad tightly and kissed her.  Leafa’s warm tongue penetrated Brad’s mouth and started batting around inside playing a tug of war with the other tongue inside.  As Brad’s mind started going blank a bright light cast from her and Leafa’s bodies and they merged into one enormous ball of light.  Brad suddenly felt his mind slipping and filling with completely new memories and traits.  Her mind was being taken over, but by what?  “Wait!?” she thought.  “My minds changing, becoming my character.  No, no that’s not what I wanted!? That’s not…that’s, uuhh… god this body…its…no! Its mine, I’m becoming Leafa! Yes, I’m! I am Leafa…Aaahhh!”  A completely new personality formed within the mind of this changing body (a merger of the two it would seem, though Leafa being the more dominate of the change) as the cylinder of light worked its final changes. 

Brad’s eyes finally opened, mouth agape, her eyes glistening emerald green.  “Haaah! Gawd yes!”  Leafa screamed, “Almost…there! Complete me!” her body quivering with excitement.  Her breasts grew even more causing the mounds to fall a bit to the sides of her body (due to a lack of a bra) which was still lying on the bed.  The breasts bobbed and swirled a bit with the now constant thrusting motions Leafa’s body was making.  Her lower legs and feet throbbed violently as they finished their womanly transformation; turned into cute sensual additions to her body.  The toes were tiny, with curving feet and lengthy smooth legs riding up to her hips.  “Mooore, mooooore, waaahh, ooh, yes! Fuuuuck!”  She was in constant leakage at her clit, the bed sheets becoming soaked by the fluids falling down from her slit.  It was almost like a waterfall breaking from her folds.  Leafa’s adams apple finally sunk in as a female voice cracked for the first time in a fit of moans.  Her hair blew up in color and length crawling all the way down to her ass, shimmering with a gold light that eventually settled into a bright blonde coat.  Leafa’s ears cracked and lengthened, the bones pushing back as they sharpened her ears out reminiscent of an Elf.  The ears sprouted far and settled at around a foot long in length.  Her hearing heightened to the point that she could hear her own screams and moans with absolute clarity.  This brought her great pleasure and confirmation that the changes were almost complete.  “Ohhhh yes, free me!” She let out.  Her face snapped in a few places as it finished taking on a womanly shape, her noise trimming down to a small adoration on her face.  Through all these final changes Leafa’s skin brightened from a Mocha color to a creamy white.

The headgear suddenly blew up on Leafa’s head and fell to pieces as Leafa climaxed at the exact moment.  “Hyaaaaahhh, gaaawwwd!! Fuuummmm haaaahh…uaaahhhh…”  Sloshes could be heard as Leafa’s body thrashed in the throes of an orgasm on top of a small puddle of sweat and vaginal fluids that had soaked the bed beneath her.  Brad was now Leafa, a curvaceous fairy beauty of her own creation lying on her bed in the real world, not the virtual one she initially wished to escape to.  But things had changed in her mind now as Leafa slowly arose from her satisfying release.  She was slowly massaging her clit through her pants.  “Ooohhh, amazing…this body is truly me now.”  Leafa arose from the bed and her pants slid off (being still loose enough around her smaller frame) revealing a soaking wet pair of underwear fitting tight to her nether regions (ass and vaginal lips clenched rather tight against it).  Her black shirt lifted upwards riding on her very large breasts and gave a lower view of her enticing midriff (some light abs certainly buried just below the surface of her smooth tummy).  She stretched her arms above her head and yawned, “I’m finally free of that virtual prison.”  “I can finally escape my boring life and be who I was always meant to be.” (Their minds had truly merged).  “Oh dear I should really change.” Leafa stated as she casted an enchantment that released circling streams of energy around her body, transforming her old outfit into the outfit she had designed for herself in the game, complete with the same styling of her hair.  She truly looked like Leafa now as she forced out green translucent fairy wings from her back (they slid out of nearly invisible slits in the skin).  

“I can’t wait to experience this world in true fashion.” Leafa said excitedly, thinking of the wonders of flying about across the expanse of this beautiful world.  She opened the window to her bedroom, but before flying out gazed at the box the virtual headgear had come in.  “If this one brought my true self into the real world, I wonder…Are there more like me?”

With that thought and a smile Leafa zipped off into the air, seeing the REAL cloud painted blue sky from her awakening, up close, for the first time.